It's been a while....

so I'm pretty bad at typing stuff out...... I rather draw it, than type it........ still no job offers or good prospects..... I'm thinking maybe with the time I have free I should take a trip somewhere, and reenergize the body and soul...... the only thing holding me back is that I still have some jobs waiting for approval from the respective building departments...... the other day I was at the waiting room of an ICU because my Tia's (Mom's cousin) husband had a brain hemmorage, and all I can say is that it was on of those real eerie moments where you can feel that death is right next door.... someday I'll post the thoughts I wrote down in my Ipaq while I sat there.....